Tag Archives: depression

Identity

I remember what it was like to run. I can smell the dust as it kicked up lightly on the path by the Dayton river. I can feel the sun on my face, and the beads of sweat falling down … Continue reading

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perceptions

I’ve started this post countless times and have edited and rewrote it so much I decided to say fuck it, delete everything, and just enter whatever comes out of my brain now. This photo is a kind of mind fuck … Continue reading

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finding happiness

A few months ago I felt something I never thought I’d feel again – I felt like myself. Over the past several years all of the drama I experienced stripped away the person I used to be. I didn’t recognize … Continue reading

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recreating

“Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.” – George Bernard Shaw I seem to constantly be recreating myself, but I haven’t needed it more than I do now. I’ve been having a difficult time with my identity; … Continue reading

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progress (and boobs)

Almost two weeks ago I finally came to the realization that my ex is a sociopath. This has been helping me deal with certain facts about him but not necessarily my feelings surrounding everything that happened. I’m trying. That is … Continue reading

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National Survivors of Suicide Day

Today is the 12th Annual National Survivors of Suicide Day which was created by U.S. Senate resolution in 1999 through the efforts of Sen. Harry Reid of Nevada, who lost his father to suicide. Suicide is a topic most people … Continue reading

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I just don’t know

People keep asking me questions I don’t have the answers to, or I don’t answer the way they want me to so they keep asking. I am so completely lost I just don’t know what to say to anyone anymore. … Continue reading

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so its Halloween

Today is Halloween which used to be one of my favorite holidays ever. I guess I could say it still is even though I have not celebrated it for the past several years. Right now with the TV off I … Continue reading

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how its gonna be

So this is my life. It kinda sucks. Yes, things could be worse, but things could almost always be worse than they are. I’ve realized that my situation surrounding the abortion is never going to get better. Nothing can change … Continue reading

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yesterday into today

Last night I started and didn’t complete at least 3 different entries. Looking back at them they are all quite pathetic really. Late at night and early in the morning I am at my worst, I’m not doing anything to … Continue reading

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